| Location | North East |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 14/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 14/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,248 since 25/01/2009 |
| Creator |
Mummy had a feeling in the middle of November when your Aunty Jemma pointed out that i might be pregnant because i had been feeling poorly I took a test eventually on the 23rd of November the 2 blue lines appeared and that was it! I was shocked you wern't planned but i was soon excited and couldn't wait to meet you! At 6 weeks i had twinges in my stomach so went to the hospital i had been suffering badly with morning sickness so when i had my scan the lady told me there was 2 heartbeats at first i thought she meant mine and yours and then she explained that there were two beautiful babies growing inside me! I was shocked and also doubly excited. I told my close friends and decided that i was going to have you and raise you alone we were going to be a family. All mummy's friends wanted to help aswell it was lovely to know that you were so loved already! I went and bought an outfit for each of you and then waited! I had a feeling that you were girls as well and at 12 weeks with mummy relieved that the risk of losing you had gone down the sonographer had a guess and said you were girls and that you were identical. I knew it was more dangerous so i was extra careful! At 13 weeks mummy fell ill and had to go to the docs with pains the docs said that you girls were fine and gave mummy painkillers. By 14 weeks mummy was no better and the docs checked me over and said the words that ended mummy's world as she had become to know it 'there's no heartbeats' the very next day a scan confirmed the news and i was givn a tablet to help me 'pass' you! On January 14th you came into the world at 14weeks gestation you never had a chance. Mummy misses you everyday and im so sorry that i never got to raise you and watch you grow. Mummy's blood is different to yours see and my body thought you were hurting mummy so attacked you! Mummy hates her body for doing that to my beautiful girls. You will always be remembered Angels Mummy will always love you and so will Aunty Jemma and Charlie and everyone else who's life you touched! I hope you are playing with the Angels and your great grandma is looking after you for me. Until we meet again i will hold you in my heart!
All my love forever your Mummy
x x x
Angels catch us when we fall
Answer when we come to call
now i know your at rest
in a place that's the best!
x x x
Phoebe Leanne and Ruby May, God bless your mummy who misses you everyday. The pain must be immense like nobody could guess, I send her my love and say Godbless.
Beautiful names for beautiful baby girls, sleep tight xxx
Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love,
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above.
Amen.
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Hoping your family have a happy New Year
With love
Hayden's nannie
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.
I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.
If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.
I'll always be your baby,
Your child (grandchild), your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.
"For My Unborn Child"
by Marigrace Iodice
I never got to see your face
Or even give you a name
But in my heart, you hold a special place
And for that, I would never be the same
I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
I'll never know the color of your eyes
But I will still love you endlessly
I never got to hold your hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free & innocent souls die
I'll always have my suspicions
Why God took you from me
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me
Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I'll be here, Unable to smile
You are my shining light in heaven
For One of God's Angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She'll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above
You'll be my Guiding Light to Heaven's Gate
Where I'll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I'll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
Hills & Valleys
© Sue Morton
The hills, the valleys
and the bends.
Going up and down each day,
wondering if my heart will mend.
Sure, the pain will lessen
and I'll genuinely smile once more
but the emptiness will stay
and my heart will forever be sore.
You were all I ever wanted
and now you'll never be.
You were going to be my future
now that has ceased for me.
I can't help this feeling
of feeling so alone,
but I just can't talk about it
I don't want to be a moan.
So I'll keep writing
and talking to you in my mind.
Until we meet one day
and then true joy I will find.
I'm not saying
it's going to be soon,
even if it's years from now
my joy will be over the moon
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
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